words that should be part of an essay, not a tumblr entry

“can’t you see what you do to me? you fill my heart with misery.” - the ramones, can’t seem to make you mine

literally every boy that i have ever almost dated has been involved in my life in one way or another today.  i haven’t felt this inadequate in a while.  thanks, boys.

on another note, i love the new tegan and sara album.  they really know how to tug at my heart strings, so to speak.  i want to write songs like that someday.  and be six foot tall.  one of these things will happen, i know it.

last week when i was shooting all of those projects for music video class i had to wear false eyelashes a whole bunch of times and they must have done a number on my real lashes because when i went to mascara them yesterday morning i realized that a big chunk were missing from my left eye.  i am now painfully insecure about it and thought about having individual fakes put in until they grow back but i fear it may make it worse.  i was sitting in front of the mirror this morning tweezing my eyebrows thinking about how strange it is that i have so much extra hair in one place and so much missing in another.  how unfair and temporarily unpleasant.

this blog will officially have very little to do with actually being in dublin, even though that was the reason for its conception.  sorry to disappoint.

if i were a crayon today, i would blue-green.

currently reading: the tipping point by malcolm gladwell

currently listening: sainthood by tegan and sara

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