“well you can stare all day at the sky, but that won’t bring her back.” - tori amos, bouncing off clouds
give me credit: two posts in a row
i like lists. lists give things order, purpose. lists make sense of things that otherwise, don’t belong together. here is my list for the day, of all the things that sucked:
1. i woke up sick, i.e. fever and sore throat
2. i had work at 8am
3. i was stuck on phones all day which would have been fine except that i couldn’t get anyone to cover my breaks and it took me an hour to find someone to watch the line while i peed
4. the only class i wanted to take in the fall got cancelled
5. our printer doesn’t work
6. i made two sets of plans and both got cancelled
7. i am too sick to go to the gym
8. i have the chills and i am hot and cold at the same time
9. some creepy guy on the phone asked me to laugh for him
10. nobody even reads this journal
i know it could be worse. but today was miserable. i really want to sit down with my guitar and strum it out but i am far too tired and achey. a certain best friend of mine should be home soon to rub my head and paint my nails.
i am currently taking recommendations for new music. if you read this, send me some of your favorites of the moment on facebook.
xx
n
